Here's the thing about working with your girlfriend and it being the first job since you've been back in OKC:

You have no friends outside of the workplace.

Thus: should you have a problem you don't want to talk to your girlfriend about
You have no one to talk to
Because eventually: it will get told to her.

It's not that I don't really want to talk to her about it. It's just that... sometimes you just want another opinion.

Back

I'm back from my two weeks in 29 Palms California. Things were great when I got back... people missed me. People held me and hugged me. It was great.

Gradually however, things got back to the state they were in before I left. I could compare my life to a car wreck... Before I left I was going 90 mph and hit a pole. I suppose I passed out for awhile and had a great dream. Now I'm waking up again and realizing that my neck is broken.

Luckily I'm not paralized... I'll heal myself... But that doesn't stop the pain from hurting so damn bad... here's what I wish I could say to Amy but I can't...

Dear Amy,
I'm sorry.
Love,
Grant

I suppose I can't... mostly because I don't want to apologize for something I don't know I did... I wish she'd just talk to me.

Goodbye